EPISODE 169 | The Undercover Cop Who Was Running from Grief with Todd Maguire
Former undercover police officer Todd Maguire shares how suicide loss, dangerous police work, and years of avoiding grief shaped his PTSD—and what finally helped him begin healing.
Trigger Warning: This interview contains frequent strong language and candid discussion of suicide, traumatic loss, PTSD, violent crime, drug use, weapons, and undercover police work. Swearing and difficult details have been retained to preserve the integrity of the undercover cop story and the lived experiences being discussed. Reader discretion is advised.
CREDITS: Original intro and outro music by Ryan Sauls. Episode created and produced by Brandi Fleck. Editing by Natasha Rivera. Photos provided by Todd Maguire.
